Thursday, June 15, 2006 ♥
haiz... damn tired... nwadays not enough slp sia... wanna die le... tired until wan die liao... i oso dun wanna stay at hm n rest... at hm nth to do... den tink tis n tt...
Mon nv go sch coz no mood go... Tue oso dun wanna go but force myself to go... sian...
ytd duno y suddenly felt veri tired n stressed up... fed-up... yao brust out liao... xiang go beach... tinkin who to ask... i ki siao keep hitting Ren Qin... di siao him n Yong Zhen... wanna find somethin to fa xie to make mi feel better... but den oso sian coz they keep runnin away frm mi...
Mabel, Gina, Yong Zhen, Ren Qin, Jas, Carance, Winnie n i go airport eat... having great time there... chatin n laughin... at least felt better abit la... we enjoyin ourselves n late for OFO for abt 1hr plus... back sch n go class... heng teacher nv scold... after tt jiu go hm...
got ppl pei mi go pasir ris beach... quickly go hm changed den meet... reached there already dark le... sian... get bitten by wen zi... damn it... we chat quite alot la... nice to tok to la...
den korkor call ask where mi... told him at pasir ris fisherman wif fren... he ask mi to wait for him there... after a while he came den go fishing alone... but den not reali alone la... he got frenz there... my fren n i jiu chat lohz...
we wanna go eat den kor say wait den bring us go eat... my fren veri lucky sia... kor oso treat him... haha... my kor veri gd de wor... they duno each other de lehz... like tt oso treat him... damn lucky wor... not everyone hav de... den take cab hm... kor n i board down at hougang... kor give him money let him go back hm...
i pei kor go his bro de hse... oso my another kor la... kelvin... hee... but den tt 1 seldom contact de... opps... but most luv mi de is des kor... go until abt 11+ den kor pei mi go hm... on e way hm... we hold hands n chat... LOL... kor told mi abt his things... he's so stressed n tired... i felt so sad n bad... kor veri xin ku... but i can't help him anithin... he can onli help himself... i wanna cry when heard him say all tt... but den cnt cry in front of him... i muz an wei ta... den goin 12 le... i got to go hm... he send mi up...
den i cried... i suddenly felt so scare... scare tt kor cnt take it will do silly things... duno wat to do... haiz... i cnt afford to lose tis kor sia... he's e only one who luv mi e most... he cnt leave mi... or else i will ki siao de... haiz
2day i damn tired... dun feel like goin sch... nv go 8am de class but go 10am de... in class cnt tahan sia... wanna slp... wan slp cnt slp... so xin ku... wan die... lesson end le den quickly go hm put down bag den slp on sofa in e living room... frm abt 4pm slp until 7+... den go bath... jiu watch tv, eat den online... n revise OFO abit lohz... sian... reali no mood to study... b4 tt already no mood le... after he leave mi... even worst... haiz... is class nv listen... at hm muz ownself revise... but den oso no mood... die liao lohz... my exams... sian... n i'm juz too tired to do anithin...
aniwae i stop here la... duno wat to rite le... sian... buai
*hope he will find a gd n guai gf tt will listen to him
huggies