Evelynn

THAT GIRL

welcome to my blog
Ev3LyN, 19
13 FeB 1989
Addicted to Kent Tan

HER LURFES

- playful
- stubborn at times
- attitude too
- super blur like sotong
- crazy
- friendly
- freedom lover

* Gucci/~~Guess~~ Wallet
* Burberry/Guess/Gucci Bag
* Burberry perfume
* Adidas Jacket
* MORE clothings
* MORE money
* maybe a Tattoo if possible

CHATTERBOX ♥

Tuesday, October 31, 2006 ♥

FRIDAY

reach POA.. tt kao bei manager ask mi go far east de tailor alter jean.. den go lohz.. pay still take.. ask mi wait for e aunty to finish.. walked around n find frenz chat.. i was workin den wan to escape frm work coz wan to chalet.. Lingg n i was planning.. in e end Lingg say bluff say ah ma in hospital.. den i was like "huh.. dun wan la.. like too serious lehz".. jiu anithin lor.. b4 she goes in.. i ask her go in POA.. approach any one of e staff n asked "is evelyn in?" they sure say not in de.. den ask her tell them ah ma in hospital ask mi faster go.. after tt Lingg called mi.. i was on train goin back le.. den Manager called mi.. i told Lingg n ask her hang up 1st.. i ans n he ask where mi.. i say on train goin back le.. he ask mi faster come back.. ah ma got shi.. i was like blur blur lor.. damn funny sia.. 1stime like tt..

i reach POA den ask wat happen.. Manager told mi juz nw my younger sis com e find mi say ah ma in trouble.. family contact bu dao wo.. ask mi faster call them.. den call lor.. i call Lingg n ask where her.. den i ask Manager can i go.. he say of coz muz go la.. den hang up jiu faster pack things lor.. den he ask i got $ take cab ma.. i say hav ba.. reach liao sis pay.. den he give mi $20 take cab.. omg.. haha.. den dun care la.. jiu run le lor.. Lingg wait for mi at a place den we take mrt to chalet..

reach there.. no much ppl la.. at nite le.. more n more ppl came.. BBQ lor.. quite fun la.. oso nth much to do.. veri late hm sia.. Pingg say wan come fetch mi.. if he come.. Lingg ownself take cab hm.. cnt leave her alone.. den jiu told him no need.. meet him at Lingg hse downstairs.. actually dun wan de.. i wan straight away go hm but den oso wait la.. arbo lata not happi.. together for awhile lor cai go hm.. reach hm downstairs

SATURDAY

Pingg lost him hp.. unable to find him.. onli wait for him to call mi.. after work went sin tua.. Pingg got told mi Uncle say Old Man say i drink cold drinks.. wan scold mi liao.. scare sia.. after tt went downstairs 401 eat.. den Pingg told mi.. b4 i reach Old Man got find mi la.. but he n Uncle told him i not yet reach.. reach le lucky nv call mi..

SUNDAY

after work went his workplace at Dover.. wait for him.. he get mi food to eat.. not bad la but cold liao.. so pai seh.. onli i eatin.. they still busy doin things.. abt 11.30 den hao.. den Xu, Chong, Yi, Pingg n i took bus 74 hm lor.. but i went his hse 1st.. he wan bath.. den ride bike send mi hm..

MONDAY

actually 4.30 end sch de.. duno y 3.30 jiu end le.. went hm lor.. reach inter suddenly saw a person back veri familiar.. is Wei Hao my bro.. den ran up to him n whack him.. haha.. so long nv c each other le.. ask where.. both oso go hm.. den i ask him wan wait for mi go up change liao come down go mall ma.. he say ok..

went mall walked around den go mac eat my ice-cream.. chat alot lor.. after tt Ong came at abt 6.30 ba.. saw mi den say hi.. den i hi lor.. say i dao.. in sch like dare not c him.. always look away.. abit weird la.. ex-bf ma.. he like abit strange lehz.. action n talk like small kid.. weird weird de.. but still funny la.. went food court eat.. chat lor.. abt 9 den all went hm..

TUESDAY

2day fang xue abt 11.. went Pingg hse n wake him up.. after tt meet Jing Yi 4pm go bugis den Vivo.. went to eat.. shop around lor.. abt 1030 go hm..

tml not goin sch.. can slp more liao.. gd gd.. i damn tired.. wan collapse le.. cnt tahan liao.. gettin weaker n weaker.. aniwae slpin soon

Pingg

nwadays reali peace sia.. gd gd.. got argue over small matters but den hong jiu hao le.. i make u not happi.. look at u.. ni jiu hui auto smile le.. not angry liao.. haha.. easy to hong wor.. i duno hw well i treat u.. u ownself noe la.. u tink gd jiu gd.. not gd jiu not gd lor.. but honestly.. sometimes we reali look like frenz lor.. a veri veri close fren who can talk to.. i duno we r wat la.. aniwae b gd, trust n understand each other is e most important things.. dun do kuku things behind mi wor.. i will do it back to u de.. rmb tt n i told u alot of times le wor.. dun play play with mi

Meii

huggies

Friday, October 27, 2006 ♥

ytd met Lingg, Ah Teck n Huai Xu.. went NTUC buy food for 2day de BBQ.. jokin all e way.. take cab go.. onli e 4 of us.. open chalet.. put things.. went out to buy KFC.. den met another fren.. went back chalet n eat n watch tv.. joke n joke.. tt Lingg la.. ask n talk 2pid things.. let Ah Teck say.. make us laugh until siao..

slowly one by one came.. not bad la.. quite fun.. everyone joker lai de.. they damn noisy sia.. ytd not tt much ppl.. 2day will b more..

after 12am den go hm.. Li Chong send Teck hm 1st.. den mi followed by Lingg.. i was damn tired sia.. wanna collapsed liao.. while i was at downstairs walking hm.. duno i call him or he call mi.. i talk to him not tt gd.. make him sounds unhappi.. he wanted to meet but i was too tired le.. wanna go hm slp.. sry wor ddear.. 2day morning u oso wan mi to meet u but i nv.. i'm still veri tired.. reali sry la..

lata evening.. Lingg come find mi den go chalet together.. got BBQ wor.. 2day gonna b alot of ppl wor.. hope can go hm early 2day.. damn tired..

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Thursday, October 26, 2006 ♥

~ havin peace nwadays
~ tts great
~ at least not tt stressed
~ but still will stressed
~ still got things got to face it myself
~ but dun tink i can make it ba
~ feelin v tired
~ always not enough slp
~ reali wan die le
~ scare one day i will collapsed
~ too tired too stressed
~ i'm a gal who shld b happi
~ not sad sad
~ tts not mi

~ tis few days quite guai lor
~ at nite at hm watchin tv
~ oso gd bcoz too late go hm
~ arbo mum cnt slp well
~ haiz poor mum sry
~ i will try to b at hm at nite

~ xiang go kbox

~ duno wan call who

~ but my kbox frenz..

~ is yiling, shijia, boonwei

~ best partners for kbox

~ but problem is..

~ no time, no fate, no money

~ sian lor like tt

~ lata evenin goin chalet with Lingg

~ hope it gonna b fun

~ coz bbq is tml

~ n i will b workin

~ duno able to go ma

~ tinkin of wat excuse can i give

~ aniwae although nw i felt relax abit

~ but still abit of somethin

~ duno hw to say la

~ hope to continue tis kind of peace

_Pingg_

u wan mi to stick to u

abit difficult la

but den oso muz c ur performance

u make mi feel tt i can trust n luv u

i will definitely stick to u myself

dun always make mi angey

i say dun wan or no

n i mean tt

dun force mi to do things tt i dun like

or else i will always angry

n u oso not happi de ma

my temper actually not bad de

but let u make until temper v bad

get angry easily

i little bit jiu angry liao

duno y

mayb too fed up le ba

so please

stop it

u r hopin tt i will go Dover wait for u to fang kong

i sure can de

coz i nw noe hw to go liao

c hw ur performance

u gd i will b gd too

n dun take my words as BULLSHIT

_Meii_

huggies

Wednesday, October 25, 2006 ♥

* slowly slowly giving e trust again
* nwadays not bad
* but den still will make mi angry
* shit man

* 2day nv go sch
* went to his hse in e mornin in sch uniform
* mum duno
* reach there abt 7 plus ba
* use his com
* he slpin
* after tt pei him go check up for NS de
* go there de canteen eat
* chit chat
* havin fun sia
* like two crazy ppl
* got saw my fren

* everythin done
* went Dover with him
* his workplace
* awhile jiu go le
* he got to work
* take 74 hm
* ask ppl pei mi go eat
* all not free or tired after sch
* nvm lor
* wanna try alone eat
* in e end oso saw fren
* he pei mi go Long John
* chit chat
* after eatin he go plaza i go hm
* at hm watch tv
* nth to do sia

* 2day can say quite happi lor
* but morning 2pid him make mi angry
* aniwae hope he dun make mi lost e trust in him again
* or else reali gonna b damn heartless n cruel le

huggies

Tuesday, October 24, 2006 ♥

Because Of You
Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

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♥

2day no sch.. actually gonna reach his hse at 6am de.. coz he 9 or 10am work.. wanna c mi.. but den i set alarm le.. nv hear it.. abt 6.45 he called mi.. den i faster go wash up n rush to his hse.. den slp lohz.. abt time le.. wake him up.. shit him.. dun care mi.. keep slpin.. i damn tired sia.. back to slp.. i wake up call him again.. still cnt wake up.. den dun care le.. juz slp.. until afternoon den he cai go work.. wo jiu go hm lor..

when i reach my hse door.. suddenly saw a lady back n was tinkin.. did i go wrong hse.. den e lady turn around n it's my aunty.. omg.. damn long nv c her sia.. den go take things eat n watch tv.. frm morning until hm not yet eat.. when to bath n aunty say wan go mall.. den pei her lor.. went hm jiu watch tv n eat dinner.. den online..

tml gonna pei him go check up for NS de.. morning nv go sch.. afternoon mayb den go.. but mostly wun go de ba.. haha.. tts all.. duno wat to say le.. buai

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Sunday, October 22, 2006 ♥

back together again.. actually bu xiang de.. listen to his explaination n reasons.. den 4give him once.. 2pid rite? haiz.. duno la.. veri fan sia.. reali duno wat to do cai hao.. felt reali 2pid.. but i dun trust him le.. unless he let mi hav e trust again.. but den difficult la.. i trust him.. he wan like tt.. y ar? i say alot of times le.. wan meet her or other gals.. can.. let mi noe jiu hao le.. i will allow.. tt gal noe i view her blog.. i duno hw cum she noe.. i juz nw view her blog den noe de.. she did scolded mi.. wat 3rd party n wateva la.. bad de jiu si le.. got mention tt he still call n msg her.. but she ignore.. he say if he call or msg her will tell mi de but he nv.. i jia jia msg him juz nw n ask.. still got call or msg her ma? if got muz tell mi.. if lie again.. no more chance le.. after abt 20 mins den reply.. say dun hav.. if dun believe nth to say.. tell mi dun hav means dun hav.. hav will tell mi.. he lie again.. haiz.. wateva la.. i ren.. nvm.. reali 2pid mi.. fuckin 2pid mi.. let c hw long he wan to lie den.. fuckin stressed up.. i tink tis is e worst things happen to mi in r/s.. wat e fuck is it.. wateva shit la.. duno wat to say sia.. too mani things le.. too tired.. wanna slp le.. nite

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Thursday, October 19, 2006 ♥

u fuckin guy.. liar.. i hate u.. tell mi all rubbish.. ytd with her again.. went ur hse again.. bluff mi.. continue to bluff mi.. u nbcb.. knn.. fucker.. say i fool u.. u r e one fooling mi.. dun like her.. tht i'm 2pid ar.. keep begging mi back.. ask mi dun leave u.. i heartless i cruel.. u deserve it.. i muz b understanding towards u.. den u no need understand.. u care mi.. i dun care u.. while with her.. u r tinkin of mi.. worry mi.. shit la.. u r too fake le ba.. mouth is urs.. bullshit.. fine.. nth to say to u le.. u r such a big LIAR.. I HATE U.. FUCKER.. nv believe u again..

ask she ytd got go ur hse ma? dun hav.. say ppl wan hai ni anihw say things abt u.. is i ownself find out de.. nvm.. i hav e proof.. wan meet 2nite.. no problem.. i print e things out n let u c.. c hw u goin to explain.. fuck

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nw my heart is hard enough not to care him animore.. i say break.. i hate him.. he lie to mi.. i'm not goin to believe him animore.. do things behind my back.. tink i duno.. treat mi like a 2pid fool.. i'm not 2pid.. wateva i wan to noe.. i will hav my ways to noe it.. wateva is i ask le den he will say.. but sometimes still lie when i noe everythin.. ppl tink tt i get into ni men de r/s.. tink i'm e 3rd party.. nvm.. i ren le.. his mum oso said tt.. hw hurtin it is.. everyone tink tt i'm a bad gal.. n he still treat mi like a fool.. tts enough.. he dun understand hw i feel n nv understand.. wateva i say is bullshit.. his problem is always big matters.. mine is bullshit.. onli u xin ku.. he nv nv even stand in my shoes n tink.. onli say tink too much n wateva shit de.. lots more to say actually.. but den e main point is tt i'm free frm him le.. not goin to b soft-hearted n believe him le.. i muz maintain like tis.. but he msg n wan mi back.. ask mi dun leave him.. miss mi n wat shit.. rubbish all rubbish.. he's juz too smart in talkin n lyin.. after a while.. he will hav another new gal de.. so no worries.. i wan to b happy again.. tt shld b mi.. wish mi luck!!!

Pingg

i noe u wun b able to c tis.. coz i hav change e add.. i dun wan u to find mi le.. leave mi alone.. aniwae sry n take care of urself

Meii

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Monday, October 16, 2006 ♥

FRI - after work.. went village find Lingg.. she workin.. we talk cock lor.. laugh until like siao.. keep laughin non-stop de.. buy Long John n share 2gether.. den ask Pingg cum after his work.. den more cocks again.. laugh until cnt tahan liao.. help Lingg close shop lor.. oso can laugh until siao.. Pingg la.. keep talkin cock.. take bus hm.. on bus oso laugh.. OMG!! can die sia.. Pingg ar.. cock KING!!

SAT - went work too.. whole body felt so uncomfortable.. got meet Pingg.. eat Long John at hougang mall.. pei him go sin tua.. Lingg after work came too.. cock again.. abt 12am Lingg jiu go hm le.. sin tua finish le.. den pei him n those uncles go 401 eat.. den go his hse awhile jiu go hm le

SUN - work again.. tis 4 days.. morning shift.. nv slp much.. coz abt 4 or 5am den slp.. morning 8.30am jiu wake up prepare.. tired dao yao si le.. nearly wan to faint le.. got meet Pingg.. went MS shop awhile.. go Kovan eat.. went his hse.. abt 12am den reach hm..

TODAY - sch re-open le.. my god.. i was so tired until wan collapsed le.. lesson start 8.. 11am break.. got 2hrs de break.. went TM with classmates Elin, Win, Jas n Nic.. eat Long John.. got 3 workin guys veri kao bei when we went in.. looked abt 20 plus de.. we went to buy n i noticed tt they r talkin abt us.. Elin bought 1st den went to sat down 1st.. i was behind her.. i bought le went to my seat.. Elin told mi e guys wan to noe us.. she ignored them.. everyone sat down le juz eat.. Guo Rong n Sam came.. e guys there went to buy food.. 1 of e guys after buyin went to his seat den suddenly i heard "c wat c".. duno la.. hao xiang somethin like tt de.. after tt jiu "so loud for wat", "simei de ar".. tt guy said n asked.. duno reali noe wat they r sayin.. tt 2pid guy asked Rong wats his name n duno wat.. he was on fone.. like called ppl down.. siao de.. hw old liao.. wat century le.. still like tt.. omg.. den we gals r talkin abt e guys there.. wan play call police down n play lor.. they call ppl down.. we call police down.. reali siao de lor.. bo liao lehz.. shitting guys.. 2pid.. they dun feel shameful ar.. duno hw to tink.. shit them.. si bei bo liao de 2pid adults.. not adults.. is big kids.. talk until veri xia lan.. tink they veri cool n power.. shit lor.. not cool at all.. go die la.. 2pid ppl..

we go walk walk.. abt 12.30 they go take bus back sch.. Jas n i go hm.. i was too tired le.. cnt tahan liao.. abt 2pm reached hm change le jiu slp liao.. 7 den wake up.. bath watch tv n eat.. den online.. a few days nv online le.. miss my com sia..

Pingg

sry to make u angry.. but i reali wanna let u noe.. whenever i say dun wan means dun wan.. no means no.. dun force mi dun make mi angry until i scold u liao den u not happi le.. i noe it's my fault to scold or shout at u.. but i nicely tell u le jiu stop liao..

juz find out tt.. actually u dun reali noe wat u wan.. u r still in a confuse situation.. who do u reali luv.. u dun even noe..

aniwae thz for luvin mi!!!

Meii

*aniwae my heart had die long ago.. i'm ok with anithin*

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Thursday, October 12, 2006 ♥

TUE - went bugis find yi ling after her work at 6pm.. den we shop shop..

WED - went far east with yi ling.. eat Long John.. chat n laugh until like siao.. keep laughin non-stop.. funny sia

THUR - 1st day of work at POA.. work 10.30.. e ppl there not bad.. frenly.. so nth much to say la.. but onli my 10 toes veri pain until wan break le.. i wear pointed shoe.. workplace cnt wear slipper.. omg.. my slippers alot sia.. cnt wear.. pain until i cnt walk..

after work at 5.30 jiu go village find Freshbox de frenz.. den go find rounded shoe.. c so much.. nth i like.. den lastly saw a shoe shop went in n ask for expansion for my pointed shoe 1st.. den look for rounded shoe.. saw 1 not bad la.. veri simple type de.. jiu anyhow buy liao.. back to Freshbox chat awhile.. den board e bus at 7.. straight go hm liao.. cnt anyhow run le.. toes wan break le.. eat n watch tv.. den bath hao liao.. eat again.. watch tv.. cai online coz no show le..

tml oso same time.. work morning oso gd la.. but if work afternoon i can slp more.. nvm nvm.. anithin la.. work there happi jiu hao

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Monday, October 09, 2006 ♥

wa lao a.. my tv spoilt sia.. cnt watch.. sian dao wo yao si le.. e hse is like too quiet le.. omg.. wat e hell man.. no tv i will die sia.. got new show cnt c.. shit man.. i wan ki siao le..

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♥

* ytd went out with Ivan
* go MS watch movie "Stay Alive"
* not bad la
* den shop lor
* after tt go bugis
* bought 2 tub top
* went to eat KFC
* back hougang
* find Pingg
* den came my hse
* put things den go lower
* b4 1am back my hse
* ton
* tis morning jiu go his hse
* slp lor
* abt 7pm reach hm
* bath den online
* nv slp much sia
* sian
* tv spoil cnt watch
* OMG!!!
* can die sia
* got new show
* shit man
* tink got to go his hse watch tv show le
* bo bian
* 12th start work
* soon le
* oso gd
* tis holidays slack until siao
* got to work n earn $$
* haiz sian

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Sunday, October 08, 2006 ♥

MEN ARE HARD TO PLEASE

The problems with GUYS:

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.

If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't , he says u are from VILLAGE.

If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.

If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.

If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him! , he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)

If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.

If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.

If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.

If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.

If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.

If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.

If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!!
& sooo hard to please!!!!!

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Thursday, October 05, 2006 ♥

~ ytd watch "ROB-B-HOOD"
~ veri nice
~ funny n touching
~ e touchin part make mi cry sia
~ e baby was damn cute
~ muz watch wor
~ shop at Cine den Heeren den Far East
~ at FE eat
~ den got ask him cum join us
~ after tt all go hm lor
~ we got a bit of quarrel
~ ok le den came my hse
~ until abt 4.30am den go hm
~ i slp until abt 1.30pm den wake up lor
~ den wash face, eat, online

@ aniwae i got job liao
@ haha happi sia
@ at Bugis Junction - POA (People Of Asia)
@ 12th start work
@ at Junction lehz not Village
@ of coz happi la
@ he wan mi to b safe
@ Village too complicated
@ oso gd la work at air-con place
@ but tht can start early
@ haiz nwadays muz slack le lor
@ too slack v sian
@ go out need to spent $$$
@ OMG!!!
@ 1 thing is tt i nv buy clothes liao
@ go out onli shop n look around

+ last but not least

(( HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY to MARCUS ))

+ sry for not goin out with u

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Wednesday, October 04, 2006 ♥

> abt 10.27am was suddenly awaken by a dream
> it was like shocked
> jumped up frm e dream
> n i cried
> i dreamt of u, mi n 1 gal
> both u will chatin
> den is like i saw ur msn de display pic
> u n her (not Jia)
> e pic is like naked
> omg i duno la
> e dream is abit blur
> i asked "wats tt"
> u change e pic
> act as nth
> den i went to strangle u
> frm there i wake up
> juz keep cryin
> although it dun seems real
> quite shocked n scary
> i damn long no nightmare le
> too sudden

Pingg

= i repeat my words again
= no matter wat dun lie to mi
= no means no
= b honest with mi
= or else everythin will b *GONE*
= we will *FINISHED*
= no more words frm u
= juz end tis r/s

Meii

lata goin out with Shi Jia n Yao Guan for a movie at cine...

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Tuesday, October 03, 2006 ♥

("v") Pingg ("v")

* duno wats happening nwadays *

* quarrel n quarrel duno for wat *

* anythin u not happi juz say *

* dun always say "nvm" "sorry" "nth" or wateva la *

* is like make mi tink tt quarrel for nth lor *

* e worst is u dun even noe when we r 2gether *

* is tml ok 4th Oct *

* hello wake up uncle *

* but den oso nvm *

* 1 mth onli nth de*

* i juz wanna test whether u got e heart ma *

* but disappointed *

* i reali wanna say tis again *

* u not happi with anithin pls say *

* i dun wan like blur blur duno wats reali happenin *

* y u so angry with tis n tt *

* PLEASE *

* i duno hw long we can b 2gether *

* but i reali thz u for everythin *

("v") Meii ("v")

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<> went town with Xuan <>
<> den meet her frenz <>
<> went Party World sing song <>
<> frm abt 2 – 5.30 <>
<> after tt go cine eat <>
<> abt 7 jiu go hm <>
<> quite fun with them <>
<> but den Jie n guys <>
<> u all smoke until my hair nw oso got e smell liao <>

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Love Me No More
Bardot

I toss and turn in bed
Can't get you out of my head
Even though you're so far away
I need you here with me
Oh boy, why can't you see
That I can't live without your love
When I close my eyes
I think of you
Well I wish I had you here with me
But there's nothing I can do, oh oh

[Chorus]
Counting every day that goes by
And the tears that I cry (tears that I cry)
You don't wanna love me no more
Wish that you could hold me tonight
I'm hurting inside
Cause you don't wanna love me
Cause you don't wanna love me
Love me no more

I tried to call your phone
But you ain't been at home
I need to find out where you are
So I can make you see
That you belong with me
For me there is no other love
When I close my eyes
I think of you
I wish I had you here with me
But there's nothing I can do, oh oh

[Repeat chorus]

All I know is that I can't live without you
Ooh, but I wanna know
What made you feel this way
I'll be right here for you (right here for you)
And everything that you do (thing that you do)
But how can I get close to you
When you don't feel the way I do, ah hah

[Repeat chorus to fade]

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**Sit on ur jealousy**

All of us go thru' spells of insecurity at the beginning of the relationship, but don't translate that insecurity into jealousy. If u're gonna go through ur partner's mail and cupboard, and eavesdropping on conversations, u know something is wrong - with u!!! Jealousy is like a poison that slowly spreads thru' the relationship before finall y killing it. Trust ur partner; love has to have trust in it.

**Respect each other**

Stop making jokes about her hair or skin, or whatever it is u love to laugh at. Ask urself if she thinks if its funny. And if he has an inferiority complex about his height, stop ogling at tall guys and make him feel worse! Love is about respecting each other's feelings and being sensitive to each other at all times.

**Bury the past**

Stop bringing up the past. Gals..don't bring up the happy things about u and ur ex to ur guy, it would jus make him jealous or unhappy. And guys, don't talk about the happy times that u had with ur ex or mention about her in ur every other sentence as it would make ur gal feel un-happy and she might think that u saying all this b'cos u are gonna get back with ur ex or not interested in her anymore.

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Monday, October 02, 2006 ♥

<> qiqi pei mi go bugis find job <>

<> manage to ask 2 frm bugis junction <>

<> 1 or 2 frm village <>

<> hope i will get a job asap <>

<> or else i will slack si de <>

<> glad to hav qiqi pei mi <>

<> although we dun reali noe each other for a long time <>

<> but we get along quite well <>

<> a veri nice fren <>

<> happy go lucky <>

<> a gal who can talk to <>

<> nextime go out again <>

<> luv n miss ya <>

<> besties <>

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2pid him.. go sin tua 1 day.. at hm slp 1 day.. so power.. siao de.. k la.. nth to say sia.. sian

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Sunday, October 01, 2006 ♥

Sat 2am plus until 2day 4am le.. 1 day le.. since afternoon abt 1pm i wake up.. need to go work.. den call u until abt 1am plus.. u nv ans or reply my msg.. n u nv msg or call mi once.. where e hell r u..? i bo bian den call to u ur hm at abt 4.30pm plus.. ur mum or aunty told mi u slpin.. ok nvm.. i juz keep callin until siao.. call u 1 whole day le.. no reply means no reply.. wat happen to u..? where hav u gone..? 1stime like tt lehz.. even if low batt.. u still will use ur fren hp n call mi.. reach hm oso will call or msg mi de.. wat e hell u doin..? faster reply mi lehz.. i will listen to ur explaination de.. if still like tt.. u can dun find mi liao.. or if i done anithin wrong.. u come say or scold mi.. dun MIA.. not fun at all..

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