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THAT GIRL

welcome to my blog
Ev3LyN, 19
13 FeB 1989
Addicted to Kent Tan



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- playful
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Monday, January 29, 2007 ♥

tink u muz b happy ba.. mayb she's back to u or wat.. i duno.. u no heart to find mi de.. wateva it is.. all e best to u n her ba.. now i felt more happy without u.. i hav my life my soul my freedom n everything back.. i hav been with frenz tis few days.. i felt reali happy as i'm back to myself.. i enjoy being with frenz.. tis time gonna reali take a break ba.. now juz work n work lohz.. earn more money.. n oso waiting for higher nitec.. sian sia.. feel like studying whenever i c those students around.. work so bored as i everytime c tt manager de bird face.. haiz.. wan find other job oso no time.. yao new year le.. almost everyday work.. bo bian.. i need money.. aniwae i'm happy to hav my frenz acc.. yeah!! u guys rockz!!
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Friday, January 26, 2007 ♥

4 days le.. without him.. i felt so relax n free le as i dun need to b control by him anymore.. i felt quite happy.. although did felt abit lonely but den i will b use to it soon.. juz lack of bf's love.. wun die de la.. haha.. wats more he's not true n honest enough to mi.. wat for i sad abt.. rite?? at least i still hav my mum, ah ma n not 4getting my dear frenz to luv mi.. they will b there whenever i need them.. dui wo bu li bu qi.. but den there's 3 frenz who leave mi as i disappoint them.. 1 of them not close de so nth to say abt him.. another 1 lehz.. like a korkor to mi la.. hope u n ur gal last long wor.. n e last person who always there for mi whenever i'm in troubles.. i juz give a call n he will b there.. he give mi alot of advice but i disappoint him once n again.. n make myself hurt once n again coz i nv listen to him n i hurt him too.. so bcoz of my stubborness.. they left mi.. i make them waste their breathe on mi.. i nv blame them coz it's my fault.. aniwae hope they are fine.. i will miss u guys de.. esp u piggy e one i hav hurt.. hope i will hav e chance to c ur project coz it involve mi.. i will nv 4get tt.. one day i will get it frm u.. but den duno u find back e website ma as ur fren lost it or wateva.. hope u got it back.. although wat i wrote here u wun b able to c it but i wan to thz u for wat u hav done.. take care wor..


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Thursday, January 25, 2007 ♥

no one will noe n understand how i'm feeling.. no matter how she bu de.. i gonna leave.. thz for e happy moments tt u had given mi.. thz for e surprises n gifts tt u had given mi.. i appreciate everything.. i duno wat hav u been doin tis few days but i noe u find her.. u nv noe how hurt i m when i noe tt u find her instead of mi.. aniwae i nv blame u or anithin.. you ta jiu mei you wo.. since both u wan.. i rather back off.. u dun cherish tis r/s.. wat for i tried so hard to save tis r/s n u wan to destroy it.. u noe how tiring it is?? u nv noe.. i knew tt u noe how to luv n dote gf.. care n concern her.. try to give things tt she wan.. always make her laugh even if make urself like a clown.. u dun mind.. nv let her hungry.. care for her health.. force her to eat veg, fruits n wateva tts for her own gd.. u dun bother whether she's angry coz u noe tt u wan her to b healthy.. u did a right thing.. but u duno how to handle a r/s well.. threaten to die, being unfaithful, quarrel over small matters is not e right way.. die: nv tink of the con.. unfaithful: nv respect ur gf, hurt ur gf.. quarrel: nv talk things nicely n wateva de.. n u r not there for mi whenever i need u.. aniwae i did wat i hav to do le.. n there's a limit de.. if it's over wat i expected den i gonna say sry le.. wats more without mi.. u wun die de.. coz u busy asking her back to u.. u nv stop finding her.. i dun mind anymore.. aniwae tink tis will b e last i said "Dear, i love u".. take gd care of urself n wish u luck.. hope she will b back to u.. use ur heart n sincere to ask her back.. if u nv give up.. one day she will b touched n back to u de coz she still luv u.. take care!!!


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Tuesday, January 23, 2007 ♥

frm now onwards i will b single.. i will live for myself.. i wash my hands off of tt fellow.. abt two days nv find him le.. i can continue to do it.. cnt soft-hearted.. aniwae tis two days he did find her.. juz go ahead ba.. i too tired to bother le.. i totally give up.. i juz wanna b alone.. but den mayb use to b with him onli den nv find frenz coz of him.. now wan find frenz oso abit weird.. slowly ba.. i will b back with frenz again de.. frenz wait for mi.. i reali miss e days together.. i luv u guys.. now juz work 1st.. i not yet apply for higher nitec.. apply le can go jiu study le.. work n study.. gonna tink wat i wan to do le.. stop wasting time.. wish mi luck wor


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♥

TOTALLY HEARTBROKEN!!!

not goin to believe u anymore

I HATE U!!!

I HATE U!!!

I HATE U!!!

u r juz a big LIAR!!!



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Monday, January 22, 2007 ♥

juz a great news tt my hp found back but onli left e hp n memory card.. kinda weird rite?? hp lost le can found back.. wats more hp n memory card.. c clearly "MEMORY CARD 512".. are e ex one lehz.. e others like pouch, hp chain n sim card missing.. izzit funny.. i reali can't believe lehz.. haiyo.. but den at least somethin back.. most important my baobei is back..

went dinner with his family den went home jiu pei him go for badminton.. 10.30pm le.. i told him i wan go home le.. asked him faster pack things.. he wan tok to mi abt my hp n i noe.. so i asked him tok n pack.. he oso asked y i so fast wan go home.. i said juz go home la.. den he jiu angry with mi.. angry with mi lehz.. den i was angry n blur.. i juz wan go home lehz not say meet whoever lehz.. angry for wat.. wat e fuck.. he like tt give mi attitude lehz.. shit man.. den he pack hao jiu walked off.. i followed behind lohz.. i nv care him as i did nth wrong lohz.. took cab back to his hse as i left my bag there.. took my bag n i went off myself le.. i nv wait for him.. he followed behind.. he followed until quite far frm mi.. i noe but hack care.. followed until near my hse le den he lost mi.. coz i walk veri fast n i did not saw him around.. reached home for a few mins.. i sat down n watch tv lohz.. i noe he will come u de.. my mum went to e door n saw him outside ba.. she looked at mi den i noe le.. den he jiu went off le.. watch tv until 12am went for shower den online.. he shown offline.. after a while he msn mi tt he reached home le n den goin out le.. got anithin happen dun worry n wateva shit de jiu offline le.. n his nick shown "duno wat to do.. i give up already.. y can't u coz of mi u change all ur life or wateva".. fuck man.. den i msn him too.. when he online will c it de.. i mention break seems cnt tahan each other.. care de onli her.. go find her lohz.. break le wan do wat go ahead.. i wun kao bei u le.. i can live without u.. i dun need u to take care of mi n wateva shit de la.. hey hello.. i nv own u anithin hor.. u wan mi to change n i try le n most of it i did it.. u wan mi listen to u i listen.. i try to give in everythin le.. n wat u wan is asking for more.. hello.. i can't please u everythin.. sometimes u angry with mi is small matter lehz n is things tt i nv do wrong lehz.. u reali siao izzit.. i hav my own life too.. i reali wan to say in my 17 yrs.. i reali regret knowing u lehz.. all u care is li keng ar.. badminton ar.. go out with frenz la n wateva de.. wa lan a.. i oso ren le lehz.. i can ren until now veri gd to u le lehz.. n u r takin mi for granted sia.. wat e hell man.. omg.. i duno how to say u lehz.. onli OH MY GOD!!! to describe u.. count myself UNLUCKY!!! u reali fuck my life upside down..


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Sunday, January 21, 2007 ♥

juz lost my hp.. damn so sad.. suddenly lost sia.. seems like ghost take it like tt.. haiz.. actually got work but no mood go.. Manager sure looking for mi like hell.. he sure veri angry de.. haiz.. sorry wor.. but den Tue i got work.. duno will get scolding ma?? even get oso nvm la.. now at Pingg's hse.. lata go home duno will get scolding ma?? haiz.. 1stime lost lehz.. wats more my fav fone sia.. even if i sign new plan or buy new fone.. i oso wan keep tt fone.. i wun sell it away de.. spoil nvm lehz.. but now is lost lehz.. omg.. juz now call to suspend it.. tml goin Compass to collect another new sim card n buy new fone.. i juz spend $79.90 at Twister on my hair lehz.. den jiu hp lost.. reali damn it lehz.. haiyo.. e fone hao xiang got legs like tt run away lohz.. my baobei ar.. i reali feel like cursing tt fellow who took my fone lehz.. but i like no mood to curse lohz.. juz tinkin of my baobei fone.. reali damn unlucky today.. tml go take my new card n buy fone.. money money.. i no money ar.. everythin money money.. shit man!!!


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Monday, January 15, 2007 ♥

quite some times nv blog le due to connection problem n dun wanna mentioned anythin abt him in my blog.. hav been tinkin.. wat i hav done izzit worth it.. bcoz of him.. i sacrifice (duno correct ma) quite alot le.. my frenz left mi one by one.. bcoz of him.. i told myself.. nvm is like tt de.. he said when quarrel.. one muz b fire.. another water.. i learnt tt n i did it.. i shld hav leave long ago but wats holding mi back was i still hav feelings for him.. tts y i went back to him.. he worth loving ma?? i can said no coz he nv changed.. wateva i said de is bullshit.. i'm reali tired.. he wan mi to behave myself as got bf le.. he asked mi tt a few days ago onli.. i threw back e ques to him.. did u behaved urself?? he said nv.. den wats e point tt i muz behave myself while my bf dun behave himself.. i can ren but den got limit de lehz.. i live for 17 yrs le but i nv met such a person b4.. he reali too much.. haiz.. i'm numb le.. i tink i hav done enough le.. it's over wat i expected.. i can say tt he's not e one i wan.. i'm reali too tired le.. after so many quarrels abt e matter.. still nth changed in him.. he still went back to do tt.. i reali given up hope on him le.. he wan anithin back to him juz go ahead but let mi go n leave mi alone.. wat i had done n sacrifice.. after so many quarrels.. given chances again n again.. given trust again n again.. still i got back e same thing.. disappoint mi again n again.. i felt myself so 2pid for being such soft-hearted n naive.. given chances again n again.. given trust again n again.. wanna check tis n tt.. i hav no privacy at all.. hao ting shi say "care" but den actually he dun trust mi.. i was wondering he reali noe how n wat to do in a r/s a not.. being unfaithful seems so right to him.. wat he had done.. he dun seems to feel guilty at all.. bcoz of him.. being scolded as a bitch, 3rd party, spoil other r/s, ppl come find mi troubles n i dun even noe who is it n wateva shit de.. it seems like my life is in danger.. he nv noe how scare i m.. wo ye ren le.. wats more he wan.. i reali duno lehz.. reali drive mi crazy.. sometimes reali wanna brust out crying.. i felt myself no life at all.. juz like a dead person.. when can i b back myself??


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Sunday, January 07, 2007 ♥

off hp for abt 2 days le as dun wan his mum, frenz n himself to find mi..

FRIDAY

no mood go work so msg Dex n told him.. i on n off hp.. Dex asked mi to call to shop right away but i ignored.. nv reply anithin.. afternoon met Jing Yi n Boon Chuan at 4pm at hg inter den go chalet.. actually dun wanna go de but den at home i more fan jiu go lohz.. alot of ppl find mi sia.. calls n msg de.. but a few number who called mi i duno de.. wtf man.. i off hp so if ppl called mi will b send by sms.. quite ma fan as to on n off.. but bo bian.. but keep receiving sms frm ppl who called r frm his frenz.. e most who called was tt fucker Shen Long.. cb.. kpo so much.. damn lots of ppl called mi.. damn fan sia.. b4 9pm Lingg came awhile lohz.. abt 10.30pm went off 2gether.. actually wan ton de but got ppl i dun like or duno de den jiu went off lohz.. waited for e bus 89.. damn long.. Lingg's mum working at Rivervale Mall, off work at 11pm.. in e end bo bian took cab.. waste money sia.. reached there den she go find her mum.. den i called Thomas whether he wan come out ma.. meet at Compass.. i dun wanna took cab again so walk lohz.. but duno hw to walk jiu anyhow walk lohz.. walked until blk 200+ den called Thomas asked whether 200+ near Compass ma.. he said far.. den he asked mi wait there for him.. he walked over.. while waiting.. was quite scare as i'm not familiar there.. keep looking around.. waited for nearly half an hr den he appeared.. Jeffrey came too.. den jiu sat down chat lohz.. after tt Darren came too.. chat lohz.. den went to a coffee shop n eat abit.. got told ShiJia tt i will go over her hse n ton.. tht tt abt 1 or 2am jiu go over le but e 3 uncles dun allowed.. duno y sia.. they said pei mi go pass present to her as it's her bday.. pass le jiu go home.. wo jiu shi bu yao hui jia den ton de.. alamak still wan mi go home.. frm SengKeng walked to Hougang lohz.. not tt far sia but den damn cold.. they waited for mi at downstairs as i went up to pass her e gift.. after tt went down lohz.. Jia came along.. chat lohz.. abt 5am went Jia's hse for toilet den she jiu stay at home le.. i went down lohz.. Darren help mi type a msg to Pingg as to hav a clear break.. chat awhile more den they send mi home..

SATUARDAY

morning on hp saw Dex msg n he told mi tt 2day or tml go back work or wateva de.. den reply him tt tml go work at 2.30pm.. back to slp until afternoon abt 2pm, Lingg called mi n asked mi out.. went Bugis shop lohz.. bought a red shoulder bag $26 n white 3/4 sleeve $24 at village.. den went Topshop n bought a black long sleeve at $29.. after tt went chalet again.. Lingg was too sian so went off 1st.. i went back with e others at abt 10pm.. on e way back home, Thomas called mi so chat while lohz..

was thinking tt 2 days no news from him le.. nv contact.. duno wat he's doin..

SUNDAY

morning abt 6am woke up n on hp, saw his 3 msg.. mention tt he nv go home, at outside slp, no money, say i let him xin ku, sick n wateva de.. i reali duno wat to do sia.. y he wan like tt ar.. haiz went back slp as still early.. abt 10.30am wake up again n den reply him.. i mention tt "lie, hurt n chances again n again, take it for granted, lost e trust in u, 4th time le, y keep looking for her, got tink if i look for my ex, how u feel, will u b angry, y can't i hav a 100% heart from u, together 4mths le still her, tired of those bullshit le, wan find her go ahead n leave mi alone".. i reali had enough sia.. each mth will hav a big fight coz of him looking for her.. told him damn lots of times le.. wan find or meet her can let mi noe 1st.. insist not to tell mi.. wth.. tell mi will die ar.. tell mi i will kill u ar.. duno la.. fan ar.. her her always her de.. fan si ren le.. sian lata goin work..


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Friday, January 05, 2007 ♥

ytd abt 4pm went Compass to look for my frenz.. while waiting for bus.. msg n asked where he.. nv reply den called him.. he at 403 den nv asked much jiu hang up le.. den i msg him n said "i duno u really at there ma? i noe she's back sg.. if u wan find or meet her.. pls let mi noe.. dun bluff mi anymore".. on bus i called an uncle n asked whether he reali there ma n yes he's there den ok lohz.. reached Compass he called mi n kao bei mi le.. i scolded him back.. den jiu hang up e fone n off it..

after awhile on e fone n saw missed calls.. frm him, uncle n chong.. den c liao faster off again.. on fone called him n 4got wat i ask la.. den he told mi he goin Woodlands with Chong.. asked whether i wan go ma?? i asked watime?? he said 7pm den if i wan go he wait for mi.. in e end go lohz.. but i was still damn angry abt him as he's hiding things abt her.. went plaza meet him n Chong.. nv talk or even look at him.. left plaza den he duno asked mi wat la.. after tt jiu hack care each other le..

went Woodlands by cab n still hack care.. nvm den.. n blah blah blah...

while goin home.. i cnt tahan le jiu told him i waiting for u to explain lehz.. he told mi he nv do anithin say wat.. wtf.. i was damn angry tt i hit e bus window n cried.. blah blah blah.. i den called Thomas whether he can come bring mi as i get down somewhere.. he said ok n met mi at Compass.. suddenly tt fucker went down e bus.. i went down too.. Chong followed.. i get down 1st n walked off but i dun reali noe where is it.. but i noe i was at SengKeng le.. searching for Compass.. both of them followed behind den tt fucker came to mi n asked where i goin n wateva shit la.. i juz kept crying all e way through.. he keep scolding n shouting.. i did shout at him too.. saw Compass but i can't walked there as he noe i called someone n meeting tt person.. so i walked other place but he keep followed wherever i go.. calls n msg came i nv ans.. but i noe Thomas called mi.. den his fren Shen Long came too.. duno wat e fuck la.. Thomas was waiting for mi le but i can't go.. called Thomas wait at my blk but i bluff bluff as i'm talking to my mum.. when hang up he said he dun believe tts my mum.. wateva it is.. one thing tt i made a mistake is tt i accidently said Thomas name.. omg.. gonna get him into trouble le..

in e end bo bian go home.. wanna took cab but he insist.. asked Shen Long send as he got car.. reached my hse.. he still wun let mi go.. Long locked e door dun let mi open.. i shout at them for a while cai open.. get down i quickly ran to e lift den tt fucker followed up.. i push himout of e lift but he insist of coming in.. den he send mi up n wtf is tt mum was at e door.. shit.. blah blah blah.. juz had a big fight with tt fucker after tt reached home with parents.. wtf.. reali feel like dying.. Thomas was still waiting but i reali can't go out den msg told him tt i cnt go out.. but he said he will wait for mi.. i keep saying sorry to him tt i reali can't go den he cai went home 1st..

i reali wan ki siao le.. they r driving mi crazy.. i juz kept crying non-stop n wateva la.. in e end went to bed but was still crying.. can't even slp.. keep waking up in e middle of e nite.. i did off my fone as i dun wan anybody to disturb mi.. but got on to c whether anyone looking for mi but i nv reply anithin..

nearly afternoon wake up.. i cnt lie on bed too long as i will hav headache.. den wash up n on com.. 2day got chalet de but was totally no mood to go le.. got work oso nv go.. wats more my eyes was so swollen.. no mood to do anithin.. juz wanna b quiet.. i'm damn numb.. i duno wat to do cai hao.. if he can't let her go.. juz go back to her.. y keep pester mi.. i reali duno.. y ar?? y he wan like tt ar?? i reali duno lehz.. he reali driving mi crazy.. m i a replacement of her or wat?? y ar?? i'm damn fucking stressed up.. he reali hurt mi alot.. hurt mi again n again bcoz of her.. always hiding things frm mi abt her.. i reali damn xin ku.. i reali had enough le..


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Thursday, January 04, 2007 ♥

ytd went Jurong there to play with Pingg, Wei Chong n a gal by bus lohz.. duno how to spell her name.. paiseh.. abt 2hrs den reach.. but not tt sian as crapping on e bus.. reached there abt 2pm i tink.. put our things in e locker den go play.. was quite fun.. but den damn cold.. i duno how to swim den almost wan my life sia.. e water keep running into my nose n mouth or even brain sia.. veri xin ku lohz.. keep coughing.. play until abt 6pm den went to bath.. after tt went kfc eat.. took mrt back Hougang.. was so tired.. Pingg, Chong n i got down at Hougang.. tt gal SengKeng de.. Chong n i went home lohz.. Pingg go sin tua..


To Lingg

i duno wat happen to u n Long.. but den dun tell mi dun contact u.. we r gd frenz.. we always share xin shi together de.. dun make mi worry wor.. anithin call mi again.. alrite?? aniwae sry abt ytd.. my mum dun allow mi to go meet u as it's late.. she bu fang xin.. wats more i not reali familiar with e place i'm living now.. at nite too quiet le.. sorry.. hope u understand.. waiting for ur call..


2day wake up abt 12.30pm.. wash up n on com.. went to c her blog.. n found out tt she's back sg.. n it oso mention tt Pingg got sms, call n email her.. oso wan meet.. when i saw tt.. dun reali feel anithin.. mayb i had enough le ba.. dun wanna care much le.. i hav done my part n tried veri hard le.. at least i went out with who i let him noe.. i do things zhuang ming zhen da.. nv do anithin tt let him down.. he wan like tt jiu let him b ba.. i'm juz too naive..


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Tuesday, January 02, 2007 ♥

31st Dec, 1st n 2nd Jan

he came fetch mi after work.. den wait for his fren to come.. drive car lai.. went Vivo eat 1st.. e main purpose is go there count down de but need tickets n oso no more tickets le.. wander around there den decided to go esplanada.. in e end nv go le.. but on e way got saw fireworks.. damn nice sia.. too bad cnt stop on e road coz e traffic police is taking pic of e cars.. den went home lohz.. lame rite??? nvm wats more i veri tired le.. wanna slp.. got a tiff with him.. sian sia.. stay at his hse..

next day got work but den nv go coz their family gathering.. his mum asked mi go with them, dun work.. haiz bo bian.. msg Dex told him tt i sore throat.. omg 3 times le.. den ask him whether 2/1 need mi to work ma.. he reply mi e time to work lohz.. went to eat breakfast lohz den go fishing.. was damn fucking angry with his dad but den oso muz ren.. his dad veri da na ren lohz.. nvm 4get it.. evening, went to eat dinner.. back his hse n stay again.. haha..

morning wake up coz got work.. rush lohz.. he pei mi home 1st as i need to change.. he wait for mi downstairs.. went Bugis n oso go c swimming de stuffs la.. say Wed wan go Jurong play water.. he said tt quite a few days ago le.. i dun wanna go de but bo bian.. cb lohz.. when trying i keep kao bei until both damn angry.. in e end i give in lohz.. shit man.. fuck lohz.. 2.30pm le, went work den asked him help mi buy la.. he went Orchard to meet his fren.. bought frm there..

i was in storeroom eating den finish le came out n went over to guy's section n saw a couple.. tt guy with his gf sia.. tt fucker keep looking at mi duno for wat sia.. got smile but some kind of cunning or pervert smile.. i was damn angry n looked at him with a angry face.. i juz went over
there to stand n he was abt to go over lady's section.. i tht my face got things sia.. when he walked over to lady's side.. i went to c mirror to c my face but nth lohz.. wat e fuck he looking n smiling.. after his payment, walking out of e shop oso looked at mi.. wa lan a.. i oso give him a face.. but he was still looking n smiling.. he went down escalator oso looked up to e shop n smile at mi.. damn er xin lohz.. i told my colleague n she faster went to c.. Pingg came, i oso told him.. i was damn angry..

after work, went village eat.. i wan go home liao.. tt 2pid wan mi go his hse den go lohz.. he was busy calling ppl to tell them abt tml de outing.. abt 1.30am den send mi home..


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