Tuesday, April 17, 2007 ♥
a few days ago, it was Sat ba.. tht of a few frenz.. den when i tht of tis fren, suddenly my hp rang n omg.. it's him, Thomas.. haha siao de.. was abt midnight.. he asked whether i can come out for a chat.. i said cnt as it's too late i can't go out.. chat for a while jiu hang up le.. den msg lohz.. found out tt he got troubles.. like veri jialat.. abt family n other stuffs.. i asked wat happened.. he dun wan say.. e next day cai told mi.. tts serious.. is like he might leave tis world.. i was so shocked.. asked mi out again.. den jiu ok lohz.. he told mi will b meeting his frenz too den alright lohz.. since duno watime wait until 9.30pm cai come.. mum was nagging non-stop as it's too late le.. ask mi dun go out le.. i hack care.. we went Changi.. when coffee shop for a drink den went beach for a walk, saw alot of stars, veri nice but wind not big enough.. den airport jiu send mi home as mum was rushing le.. wth.. 1am reached home.. actually he was unhappy but den i duno how to help him.. haizytd 1st day of sch.. damn nervous.. duno y as it's not 1stime go sch.. reached sch saw my frenz.. den went auditorium to c which class we r in.. hope to b in e same class again.. n luckily, Mabel, Li Xian, SuiYu n Gina my last yr nitec classmates.. we got e same class.. so happy.. but den Elin alone in another class.. but dun reali like a person who's in our class.. sian diao lohz.. wth..
give talk until abt 10.30am, i went off le as Yao told mi he goin meet Ian le so i quickly rush down.. 1 of Yao fren oso there.. Ian was outside our sch waiting le.. he went hospital to get MC but onli 1 day.. wanna get more MC.. in e end, end up went TM Long John to eat.. n waiting for ZhiYong to join us.. Yao told mi Ong oso back sch.. i tht he goin poly, tink can't get in ba.. Yao called him n asked lohz.. yuan lai shi nitec finished jumped to higher nitec 2nd yr as his nitec results gd.. duno zhen de ma.. den Ong called mi.. talk cock awhile.. hang up oso msg a few la.. damn funny lohz.. shit him man.. Yong came den they went Tampines Polyclinic for Ian MC.. Yao gd enough, acc mi to inter to wait for 72.. bus came n he went to meet them le..
was rushing home to meet Thomas, suddenly Des called mi n say duno who wan c mi.. e 1st i tht was Jia Xiang coz Jia told mi he looking for us.. den a person sounds like gay tok to mi.. it was damn funny.. e way he tok.. i kept laughing n guessing who e hell is he.. after tt Damian ans n say wanna meet up.. den ok lohz coz damn long nv c them le.. sec sch de frenz.. meet at mall.. chat awhile lohz den 2.30pm jiu rushed over to DG to meet him as i told him i will b late, will reached at 3pm..i reached there n waited 15mins for him.. nvm lohz coz i'm e 1 who late 1st.. took bus to Funan Mall with his frenz.. went food court eat.. den TCC for drinks.. after tt went esplanada.. my goodness.. i dun feel like goin as will tht of some matters.. e matters makes mi dun reali like e place.. i use to love anywhere there's beach or sea.. but now simply dun like esplanada n pasir ris le.. change my love to Changi beach.. den went Marina Square to eat.. n those fellow tell ghost stories.. at nite le i scare lehz.. cnt dun listen.. wth.. dare not go home le lohz.. bo bian he got to pei mi home.. his frenz went other place.. i said if he wanna go with them jiu go.. i go home myself.. he said actually he oso dun wan go.. send mi back he jiu go home le.. 2day not feeling well.. nv go sch.. ytd la.. all sorts of true ghost stories.. make mi uncomfortable.. can't slp properly.. keep waking up..
actually there's something i can't deny de is tt.. without him i felt more relax, no stress, no worries, no fear, no fed-up.. much much more peaceful le.. my heart calm down more le.. although i will b thinking hw is he.. but i'm afraid tt after 3mths he will come back n find mi.. tt time i reali duno wat to do again.. i hope he wun come n find mi.. 4give mi for sayin tt
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