Evelynn

THAT GIRL

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Ev3LyN, 19
13 FeB 1989
Addicted to Kent Tan

HER LURFES

- playful
- stubborn at times
- attitude too
- super blur like sotong
- crazy
- friendly
- freedom lover

* Gucci/~~Guess~~ Wallet
* Burberry/Guess/Gucci Bag
* Burberry perfume
* Adidas Jacket
* MORE clothings
* MORE money
* maybe a Tattoo if possible

CHATTERBOX ♥

Monday, September 18, 2006 ♥

* she's back
* she came back to him
* she wan him back

* Fri she went to look for him
* he call mi not to call or msg him
* i listen to him
* i started to feel insecure
* worry

* Sat wake up in e morning
* keep waitin for him fone
* afternoon abt 3.30 den msg mi
* told mi ytd acc her chat opp his hse until morning
* i nv ask anithin
* but it's impossible so simple
* went bugis alone
* i was on bus
* he called mi n said he wanna go find mi
* i said dun wan
* awhile jiu back hougang
* he wait for mi at hougang
* went for interview
* shop around
* find frenz chat
* abt 8pm reach hougang n went to find him
* saw him with a fren
* he waited for mi since afternoon until nite
* got witness de
* an aunty frm coffee shop
* she told mi he waitin for gf n tts mi
* quite happi
* went to his hse
* den suddenly i saw somethin on his neck
* i asked wats tt
* he wanna explain but i didn't wan to listen
* went toilet saw panty liner
* asked him come in n wats tis
* he said she come period
* nvm i chased him out coz i need to pee
* almost wanna cry out but i ren
* guess correctly tt she will go his hse
* ren ren ren told myself not to cry
* breathe in n out
* went out n sat on e sofa
* keep quiet pretend nth happen nv saw anithin
* ren n ren until my chest pain sia
* but still told myself cnt cry
* awhile lata tink he asked his fren go hm 1st
* veri fake
* he send his fren out
* back room nv even talk to each other for abt 1 or 2 hrs
* i waitin for him to explain
* he juz packed his things
* i tink abt 11+ mum called ask mi go hm liao
* told him i wan go hm le
* juz walked out of his room
* he asked mi wait i ignored
* his family all downstairs
* duno wat to do sia
* but den juz went down called uncle n aunty
* he follow down
* his younger sis asked mi tml come her hse
* i say cnt need to work
* she say change clothes den come
* den his dad suddenly say 1 jiejie not enough muz asked 2 jiejie den fun
* i was stunned duno wat to do juz stand there like cnt move
* he frm behind slightly push mi den i walk out of his hse
* i felt like a clown
* i juz walked without waitin for him
* he juz followed behind
* i heard car horn but i nv turn back
* he always use his life n threaten mi
* told myself not to care
* but i was worried
* i ren until cnt take it le den cry out
* chest was too pain le
* he ran up n stopped mi for walkin
* he wiped my tears asked mi wat happen
* i asked him go away
* suddenly felt numb n stop cryin
* he was cryin
* i juz keep walkin without sayin a word
* he hold my hand n i nv hold him
* tt means once he let go, my hand will juz slip off without holdin him
* so he juz keep holdin my hand n dun wan let go
* reach my hse downstairs dun wanna go hm jiu walked around places tts near my hse
* he den keep tryin to make mi laugh
* in e end oso laugh le coz he tickled mi
* at playground sit n he cried
* i noe but dun wan to look at him coz i will cry too
* cnt be too soft-hearted
* bring him to sit down
* he juz keep cryin
* i nv cried
* asked him to explain y e thing is on his neck
* he said "she kiss mi"
* i asked "did u push her away?"
* reply: "got or dun hav oso like tt"
* veri ming sian tt he nv
* i nv say anithin
* asked whether "did she say she still like u"
* he said "ya"
* den i told him actually both of u still like each other de
* ur heart still got her
* dun say 100% is with mi when u dun
* wateva i say he will say i talk cock
* everythin i say is cock but den wat i say is true
* it makes mi felt so extra
* i felt myself so 2pid n like an idiot
* brust out cryin
* unable to continue wat i wanna say
* he hug mi n ask mi dun cry
* since chosen mi n will take gd care of mi
* yao 6yrs de r/s with her
* i need to give him time
* duno la i told him onli u tired ar i oso tired
* but he always tink tt his problem is always bigger den mi
* nv put himself in my shoes
* nv noe wat i'm tinkin
* nv understand hw i feel
* wateva i say is juz sing song to him
* i reali duno wat to do

* if i say if onli he wan go back to her
* i wun hold him back
* i take it veri easy de
* if he's mine he will b mine
* i dun wanna care n give him more pressure
* it's veri tiring for him n myself
* juz wanna stop all rubbish
* reali wan ki siao le
* i was like a 3rd party, clown, idiot
* y make myself so xin ku
* everythin juz take it easy
* juz wan to protect myself frm hurt
* i dun wan to get hurt anymore

TO PING

("v") i tell u.. nv nv ever ever lie to mi.. even if u r afraid tt i will b unhappi.. but pls pls pls.. nv nv lie to mi.. i hate liars.. esp e person i luv.. once a lie.. everythin will b gone.. pls dun lie to mi ("v")

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