no one will noe n understand how i'm feeling.. no matter how she bu de.. i gonna leave.. thz for e happy moments tt u had given mi.. thz for e surprises n gifts tt u had given mi.. i appreciate everything.. i duno wat hav u been doin tis few days but i noe u find her.. u nv noe how hurt i m when i noe tt u find her instead of mi.. aniwae i nv blame u or anithin.. you ta jiu mei you wo.. since both u wan.. i rather back off.. u dun cherish tis r/s.. wat for i tried so hard to save tis r/s n u wan to destroy it.. u noe how tiring it is?? u nv noe.. i knew tt u noe how to luv n dote gf.. care n concern her.. try to give things tt she wan.. always make her laugh even if make urself like a clown.. u dun mind.. nv let her hungry.. care for her health.. force her to eat veg, fruits n wateva tts for her own gd.. u dun bother whether she's angry coz u noe tt u wan her to b healthy.. u did a right thing.. but u duno how to handle a r/s well.. threaten to die, being unfaithful, quarrel over small matters is not e right way.. die: nv tink of the con.. unfaithful: nv respect ur gf, hurt ur gf.. quarrel: nv talk things nicely n wateva de.. n u r not there for mi whenever i need u.. aniwae i did wat i hav to do le.. n there's a limit de.. if it's over wat i expected den i gonna say sry le.. wats more without mi.. u wun die de.. coz u busy asking her back to u.. u nv stop finding her.. i dun mind anymore.. aniwae tink tis will b e last i said "Dear, i love u".. take gd care of urself n wish u luck.. hope she will b back to u.. use ur heart n sincere to ask her back.. if u nv give up.. one day she will b touched n back to u de coz she still luv u.. take care!!!