Thursday, February 01, 2007 ♥
after work went home by mrt.. gonna reach my hse downstairs suddenly saw him.. i was stunned.. he saw mi den i faster hide den there's a lift nearby jiu take n went up to e top floor.. duno wat to do sia.. he call n msg mi i ignored n was tinking ways to get rid of him.. saw him walking around den tht of my mum den faster call her for help as i dun wanna let him c mi or i c him.. i noe he got things to pass mi for my bday den i oso got stuffs to give him too.. jiu ask my mum come down n bring along e paper bag with stuffs inside.. tts wat i prepare for V'day n his bday.. my mum came down saw him den duno wat they doin sia.. i waited so long for my mum.. duno where r they.. den jiu slowly went down to c where they.. can't find sia.. dare not call mum.. in e end sitting at e bus stop near my hse.. like homeless like tt cnt go home.. dun wanna let him c mi.. den mum call mi wo jiu went to her n faster take e lift up.. in case he suddenly pop out n scare us.. i noe he will b hiding somewhere.. he keep msg n call mi.. i nv ans e calls juz hang.. msg he mention tt ask mi b careful slowly open e gift n c wat he wrote.. although quite messy but den still can c la.. mum was with mi in e kitchen lohz.. chatting la abt he n my stuffs.. i ask her wat they toking abt for so long.. she say tok abt mi lohz.. reali luv mi.. wait for mi at my hse downstairs.. wun give up n wateva la.. wait for mi tis i dun reali believe la.. as for e gift is quite nice.. i like it.. he say make himself de.. can c la.. he use stars to make a heart with an arrow.. got stones n cranes.. reali nice.. but he quite fan la.. keep msg mi non-stop.. siao de.. say luv mi need mi care mi, luv mi more den her n wateva de.. was quite touched but den can't reali believe n since i decided to break den i muz mean it.. as i dun wanna get hurt anymore n let history repeat again n again.. juz let him go ahead n do wat he wan.. i can't b bother to care le.. he reali wanna c mi but i reali dun wan.. scare lata soft-hearted again.. honestly my feelings for him slowly fade bit by bit le.. he oso say tt he like wat i gave him de gifts esp e cup.. i like tt cup too as it's decorated damn nice by Mabel.. thz wor.. duno la.. lazy to type so much.. aniwae juz wanna let go everythin n start new.. n gd luck to him
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