m i tryin to make myself numb?? sometimes i juz feel nth.. sometimes my mind so blank.. seems like in a lost.. duno wat to do.. duno where to go.. hao xiang lost in a forest.. i reali duno.. felt veri lost.. i seems to felt so lost when i've nth to do.. working juz wanna make myself busy.. after work wanna go out but mum dun allow.. keep asking mi home.. but den i hav been goin home after work.. to avoid mum nagging.. haiz.. reali fan sia.. sometimes juz dun wanna give my troubles to frenz who reali care for mi as i'm old enough to solve n handle my own problems.. dun wanna frenz to worry abt mi.. i juz wanna b happy like b4.. juz simple as tt..