haiz haiz haiz haiz.. sian half le.. all along i hav been wasting time n effort.. he said wat i do is for myself.. omg.. can't believe it.. trying so hard to do everythin.. i'm doin for myself.. is tis a joke?? shld i laugh?? i duno wats more shld i do lehz.. my time my effort is doin it for myself.. i nv do anithin?? is u nv c n appreciate it ba.. aniwae aniwae juz 4get it.. i done my best le.. tis is wat i noe.. juz take it as i nv done anithin b4.. i'm not goin to mention anithin wat happen to anyone.. i'm not goin to bother wat u said outside n wat ppl say mi.. i'm not goin to bother anymore..